I've never been so broken hearted in my life. I lost the love of my life. Not to death but to a break up. It's been a couple months now months now and it doesn't get any easier. I've tried to fill my life with other things, they seem so meaningless. I wonder if I'll ever get over this. I truly believe, I missed out on my one chance at happiness. I've had other men ask me out and I'm not in the least bit interested. I'd rather be alone. I have every reason to know he's moved on. I find it hard to believe I meant so little to him. I am devistated. I shut everyone out of my life. I in a deep depression noone can get me out of. It so bad; it hurt like ****. |